this is the missing part of the post when i went out for the picnic with me luvly frens which mysteriously dissappeared.

i left the beach in Hana's peminat(slave)'s car along with another five gurls. tht'll make.. eight of us in the fella's Pajero. we set off to Centre Point where i wanted to do some lightweight shopping. Lily went off to greet sum other frens and Hana went off with her bf so left me and Yvonne to do our evil deeds. haahaa! we ate lunch at Cactus Cafe, and honestly, they serve reli great lunch dishes...then went off shopping and got myself a orange shirt! heheh! retail therapy works!

i called my sis,Mandy to plz pick us up..... and she sed yes. walked across the street to McD's! i ordered a sundae fer me self and Yvonne didnt want one? sobz sobz....all by meself.... mom called and asked me to buy two sets of McD meals which i did. and funnily, my sister Mandy bought another two sets cuz my mom forgot she alredi told me to do so. nvm, we got four sets! hahahah!

got home and watched CSI while happily munching our McD's. I was enjoying my all time favourite - Double Cheeseburger and then i heard.... " wad the...?" from Mandy. she was pulling a part of a broken white spoon from her beef foldover. all four of us were in shocked when my mom sed: " o well, lets go and change it la." since Mandy didnt want to do it, so i was the one who had to talk to the Manager. and he gladly compensated me.well, d'oh! i have to admit, i was rather fierce when i told him to look into the foldover and see if anything is amiss in there. and he was puzzled as the rest of the workers when he saw it. and i then questioned him on how a PLASTIC spoon ended up in there? he was stuttering at first so i cutted in and asked: " could it be in there cuz a staff was using it to eat the beef stew" *insert a hearty chuckle here* he apologized and sed he would check and wud gladly compensate me. he did and off i went. i then mentally assumed i was probably 40% angry at that time. i was alredi drained out by the time i reached home. i took a bath and decided to sleep. but the a knock came and i yelled : " i'm tired all over! i need sleep! g'nite"

" ce, the chicken meat(in the chickenMcBurger) is not cooked." my lil sis,Joyce muttered. oh-my-gosh..... i could believe my ears! it was pinkish and slightly bloody.... only the outer layer which was the flour was fried!!! how can McD make such an impossible mistake!? and i knew my sis and mom were sending me to complain. again!

imagine ur whole body in pain, ur eyes scratchy from the lack of sleep, ur brain blurry from a migraine, and blessed with my kinda temper(short fuse) like mine. being presented this for the second time, and asking me to go to town to the same freaking place fer the third time, is just....RIDICULOUS! HOW CAN MCDONALDS DO THIS TO ME! AGAIN!? HOW MUCH TIME ON FOOD,COMPLAIN AND DRIVING SHUD I KEEP WASTING FER MY SLEEP?

" hey, i'd like to talk to the manager right now." "yes, i'm the manager."
i just stared at this lil maggot and thought, you? the manager?gotta be kidding, ur unifor is diff and ur the person i spoke to just now.

" ohkay. i bought a beef foldover just now and was compensated with this burger when a broken spoon was inside. now i have come to be compensated cuz i found this. *throws the burger on the counter* tell me wad u see *wearily sighs and rolls eyes* ."

" ala..." "yea, its uncooked and i'm very angry. do u want to compensate my petrol, time and money? wad abt my inconvenience? i cannot believe that u can make sucha mistake? you call McDonalds a international brand? i will also demand to be settled a medical bill should there be any food poisoning from u and ur team's disregard on quality of food. please go get the complain file and the manager." i think the gurl manager felt embarrassed fer being talked to so loudly ( which i admit again, it was loud but not too embarrassing) and quickly walks to the office.

Pop comes out another manager who....to my still increasing irritation/anger/annoyance, does not speak gud english and i think he doesnt even understand half the things i sed. so i was getting angry, and to my utmost irritation, he asked : " ah, madam, you talk malay?" its 'MISS' u idiot.

i looked at him with my so-called-trademark-look. he didnt bother waiting fer my answer and brought back another manager. this time, i just laughed in front of them. i sed : " lets take a seat." the third manager profusely apologized and he brought out a piece of white paper and some medical bills then sat down. i was given a drink and we started talking like buddies. i was laughed cuz it was hilarious to see people running around in chaos, trying to find the troublemaker and how to calm me down as alot of people were looking over.

" first mistake, u made me wait THREE minutes when there was only ONE fella making orders in front of me. wad happen to the under one-minute service guarantee? second mistake, the broken spoon. third, the uncooked chicken. fourth, u gave me a manager who cant handle complaining customers, lastly, the second manager doesnt understand english!"

but in the end, i cooled down and talk quite friendly to him, Mr Sudin. we reached to a agreement, i get two sets as meal compensation, medical bills settled and i filed a official complain. and he jokingly added :" at least u dun go to the newspaper." and as my usual self, i smiled and purposely looked at his name : " wad a great idea, Mr Sudin." he quickly shrivelled back into his professional shell.

then, i went back into the car and slept. obviously my mom and Joyce were happy. they didnt do the durty work of complaining. its quite tiring....really.

just peachy!

nice weather fer a picnic......! and i did go fer one! YAY! yvonne and lily shared a ride with me whereas we had a very interesting driver - my elder sister Mandy who had not driven the family car fer four months. so it was quite exhiting as u'll nvr know wad will happen, it cud be the engine dying off suddenly in the middle of the road, at the traffic light, or during a Uturn. gosh...i was scared outta my wits, in the passenger seat rite beside her! i was obviously getting the most 'action'! anyway, i arrived at my destination in one piece - Thank gudness! met up with me classmates at the beachside and had fun just talking abt the weeklong holidays we had. most of them reli had a HOLIDAY! and i was studying...man, how i envy them. and how cud i spent my holidays like dat!?

1.beautiful view....it never ceases to calm me down.love it.

2.hello , u soon-to-be-dead-for-sure lil hermit crab

1.Yvonne,Hana,Lily( my three very gud buddies) and melody.
2.a close knit bunch of us....

1.enjoying the sea and sun~ Tanjung Aru

2. i think i like this silver VolksW most! its got great interior and a kewl engine!

1.more lil VW at Tanjung Aru! i luv'em lil bugs!

2. they reli do blend with the cars dun they? hahhah!

ok so we were walking past the VW car exhibition/competition/gathering, just me,Lily(purple) and Yvonne(black) to the my club to take a shower. and i love that club! i practically grew up in there. i know all the older generation of staffs! so yea, i'll be there talking to the older people for hours! i actually get to go into the supervision room, the security headquarters and other places like dat. heheh! and i get quite alot of other benefits lor..heheh! like unlimited access to the gym and spa! meaning i dun have to wait and log in. so after the refreshing bath, and looking into the vanity mirror, i saw the baby size toilet bowl and....decided to take a pic! many thanks to my photographer~

"har har har! faster take d pic before sumone comes! quick! har har har!"

simple n plain

Went out to day with a fren of mine , Kelvin. And it was pretty orite. Had fun and some laughs. compared to other hang outs with a guy in KK, this is the best thus far. To my other guy buds, no offence man!

Woke up reli early in the morning, struggled to get up unto my comfy chair and started to ….do mathematics Spm sets. How pathetic… until eight or so. Helped around in the house and then got ready to go out with Kelv.

“ The inheritance? This is ur literature homework?” I asked as plunked down unto his couch. We yanked fer quite sum time then his dad gave us a lift to the mall. Bought tickets to watch Nacho Libre, he paid. And went to eat sushi, he paid. J hmmmm….

The movie was funny, not the best though. It had its moments. Not going to spoil it fer ya guys who haven’t watched it yet. FYI, I’m not a Jack Black fan. But I think I will be a mini fan of his sidekick, the Mexican! Hahahah! HE was funnier than Jack!

Went off to buy ONE eraser fer my sister who urgently needed it but was at tht time, at a hair saloon! So much fer urgently needing one~

I won Kelvin in a bowling game! Wahahaha! I had a strike and two spares! OMG! Lucky me! We shopped around and I spotted this beautiful top! And then a shorts! Omilordie! Retail addiction was about to overpower me once again. Kelvin just saved me by suggesting sum where else. So off we went to McDees where I paid fer his McFlurry and my sundae. HmmMmmMMmmmn…

Since there was a massive traffic jam, a near standstill, Kelvin’s dad and his business partner decided to have tea at the nearby coffee shop. While eating, the uncle asked me quite a number of questions. Not just those typical questions! I was sooo nervous…. He asked questions like, wads ur ambition? Why is dat? It is a tough industry, you want to do that?..etc etc.

So yeah, I think I passed the interview well. And the reward? I think it was an hour or two car ride in the traffic jam back home. Hahahah! And the bonus? Heavy rain which made me soaking wet when I came out of the car and my left shoe came off and I kinda got stuck there,trying to wear my shoe back on. Hahahahahahahah! It was stupid…

of all things......

i am not an impossibly happy teen. no, not asking fer sympathy or attention. just stating a fact. wad do u expect me to do? go around showing a sour face and groan abt my troubles? GET A LIFE ! be productive. i hate ppl who make assumptions about me. hate it. hate it. hate it.

these r assumptions i've got, the ones i get most and hate most.

1. rich gurl.
who'd hell gives you the right to judge me and my money? i have loads of monetary issues and i'll bet your family doesnt have HALF as much monetary problems as i have so shut up!

2.carefree gal
if there is a truly carefree gal or guy in this world, the person has gotta be mad. this assumption abt me is relevent to the righ-gurl assumption. to so many ppl, rich gurls are carefree gurl, right? wrong! i have hurdles to cross and obstacles to overcome like any teenager! so if i'm so carefree, SO.ARE.YOU!

3. *****
beats me, but nearly every gal has been called one (or similiar) in her life. for an answer, ppl tell me i'm one cuz i'm too straightforward. wth!? get real~ i'm not TOO straightforward as you quickly assumed so. if you cant handle the truth, just walk away.

4. 'i knoe ur smart, dun be so rajin la, y so kiasu(scared to lose)?'
well, geez, thanks fer the compliment...or was it? nope, not in my book. thanks fer calling me smart but honestly, i am kiasu! thank gudness, not kiasi(scared to die). life is a rat race.. the rat who is sneaky, fast, and diligent ,most of the time wins. all i knoe is, if i'm not kiasu, i will 'su'! get it? why lose when ur given the chance to gain.

5. proud
just wad kinda proud? me, being the teacher's lil star pupil, gossip gal, or her pet? me, being popular in skewl? me, being the centre of attention? or me, leaving you in the shadow? jealous of me yet? forget it... calling me 'sombong' or 'hidung tinggi' aint goin to change me-being me. i cant help it if you get brushed aside in class, with teachers, in tuition, or when we're hanging out. yea, i'm proud. being me. you should be proud of urself too.

6. drama-mama
i'm not addicted to drama. it's addicted to me. in fact, i get irritated by drama. i'm quite silent in class and with frens, a fun and comfy atmosphere is woven around us. i never evoke drama. it just comes hunting fer me. and ppl think i dun wanna help them, cuz i run away from it. puh-leez! i have better things to do.

so the point is... dont assume la! gee! ur just irritating.... and stupid. damn stupid.

frenship day had come and gone... i had fun receiving sms's and exchanging handshakes and the group hugs. not to mention inside jokes and knowing grins. without friends, and besty best friends like Ben,Georgine,Wai n May * roll eyes and grins * , i have to mention their special names or they might 'merajuk'. hehehe! so i was saying, without frens, life wud be o-so-platonic~

cheers ya'all~

what happens when u stand up for the sake of others and to FOUR teacher-in-training's mistake? u either be told RELI nicely to sit down, be apologized to , yelled back at or the discipline teacher might do his thang~

wad happened to me was... i had to tell them that "conglomerate" and "congolmerate" is not the same thing! FYI, "conglomerate" is a number of things held together(mass). the other word isnt found in the big book of words! but the four of them insisted * rather sweetly actually * that they're quite sure its right. the four of them were sent from a nearby university to help us in our math and english subjects. during math class, they were pretty orite. no, i'm not proud or such. i'm just a decent mathematical student. not much help needed. thanks~ english? not proud of it either. i really didnt want to correct FOUR of them but i noticed quite a number of students jotting the error down so i felt a lil irresposible or a tad guilty. * hello?~ help ur friends!!! *

" er, miss? in the sentence : they hid among the congolmerate rocks for safety. the word 'congolmerate', is it spelt that way?" *pressing my fingers on the table top and prays*
" yes, it is. why? any other way to spell it?"
"...... er, theres shud be another way to spell it, i think. *stupid bitch* shouldn't it be c-o-n-g-l-o-m-e-r-a-t-e?"
" huh? what is the difference, if i may ask?"
" *sure you may ask, who's stopping you?....stupid cow.* it should be G-L-O not G-O-L." i slightly raised my voice in irritation.
" no, i don't think so. thank you,girl, for trying ok? now sit down, we still have paper two to discuss later."
*WTFH!? TRY!? WHO SAID I WAS TRYING?! i'm telling it in your face!*
" miss, i think that.."
" girl! i just asked you to sit down!"
" no, i wont sit down till you confirm the spelling and exact meaning of the word!" shyt shyt shyt shyt....

....
...*silence*
....

with infinite patience, i can see that written all over her face, she calmly replied.

" we've discussed the paper many times and we're quite sure its completed with acceptable answers."
" i did not say that, you did. all i want to know is ... is the spelling correct? cuz i've not come across such."
another teacher answers me : " yes, girl, we are sure ok?"

i didnt bother answering or asking any more. i just walked out of class and went up three floors to my class, found the word (checked the spelling carefully) and walked down the stairs to the class at the back of the skewl which was the form two class. in a way, i knew i'll win the part about spelling but there's always a doubt when i'm just the student and they, the teachers...in training.

" look here, and check your spelling." rather stiffly i muttered. the class was a lil afraid i'll get all of us into trouble....again! teehee!

the stupid bitch didnt want to, the stupid cow didnt even move but the other two checked and looked at each other and tried talking to the two stupid ones. and they just stopped teaching altogether.WTH!? MERAJUK!? how old are you all!? u gotta b kidding~! immature adults! adults!! adults!!!

the class, along with o-so-dear friends, were pushing me to apologize but HEY! it aint my fault la! i walked up to her and put up a straight face then sed : " look, i was just asking and if u'd just check it, you wouldnt be pissed off right now." i strained so hard not to laugh when i heards the sound of slapping of foreheads. hahah!

she then mutters in malay about kids being rude and uncivilised. WTH AGAIN! i had enough so i kinda blurted the B-word while turning away and left the class for the gate.thank gawd, there are those who left with me. i'm not a racist but they are SOME ( a very minor bit) malays that think they're so intelligent after entering a simple university...turning SO PROUD, looking down on mere students! i knw she looked down on our class because the students couldnt even speak decent english during the two hour class. i was silent at first bcuz i dislike english classes. not proud...just bored.

to this date

Doing the morning DJ job is NOT easy! Its absolute madness or mental torture (to me la).
I have to arrive at skewl at 6.20 am! Argh! When I normally reach skewl 6.45am. grrrr…. It’s frustrating but I kinda like d job tho… heheh! I get to play music (with a lot of procedures and restrictions) and sing along in the PA room. I get to study in peace, by myself too.

Hmm… not a lot is happening actually. Just the usuals…tests, exams, gerak gempurs and now! Trials!!! Not to forget tuitions, revision and more extra classes in skewl. Madness… I reli dunno if I’ll survive till after SPM. Haihz…

Is it reli that bad? I’ve been there, done that. yet, still the saying : “ once burnt , twice shy.” Doesn’t apply on me. Why is dat? Hmm… maybe so far, it wasn’t true love. The guy I reli want to be with, is the forbidden fruit. Some one I cant be with. Why? One, my sister(s) do not approve of him. two, my mom thinks he’s a lil too eccentric. Three, my dad doesn’t know and doesn’t approve me dating but! Sorry, I’ve been doing tht since std6. whoopedo~

And myself? Yeah, I do want to get it on with him but like my mom I do think he is a bit eccentric. But that only adds to his appeal? O well, one man’s meat is another man’s poison. I find him different yet still alluring. Not in the sense of sexy or hot but safe and fun. Those who met him can agree with that.

I find myself talking to him like a friend but deep down, I’m always wondering : “ tell him or not to tell?” when I do finally have the guts to tell him, something pops up and spoils it all…..

argh…..! the first time I wanted to spill the truth, he was so excited and blurted that he was currently celebrating his graduation and good grades – distinction.

The second time was when he ruined my perfect plan by telling abt his problem with two gurls and a guy…no, he aint gay.

And the last time was when I was alredi in KL fer a week long vacation. I was ready to do it face to face (we were in a vehicle), and before I told him, we had a car accident. OHMYGOSH! The sheer frustration. I am so close to giving up. I’ve never met or heard another girl as unlucky as I am when trying to tell the truth! Hahahahah! I had other boyfriends and gosh….life is so much more easier but! Darn-it! My heart still lies with that fella! *slaps forehead*

now dat trials one is over...i can finally let my hair down.... gosh...so hectic. papers came flowing back and wow , i'm kinda pleased actually. i still cant pass additional math, i reli cant fathom why..

i was walking home one afternoon, when it it started to drizzle, the road was kinda wet so i lifted my baju kurung skirt slightly higher passing by this skewl, a guy came up and walk backwards, facing me and asked :" why are u lifting ur skirt like dat? u ok?"

i looked at him and was like thinking that this has got to be those guys that flirt outrageously to ANY girl. " its raining and the skirt is getting wet, just go away." i replied rather sweetly. he continue walking backwards and asked if i was the gurl who cycles to skewl, and i muttered yeah. " where u live? i walk u dere." i rolled my eyes and looked at him, ......hey! great brownish honey eyes! ... and told him no thanks but he persisted but now is walking normally. we passed the second skewl when i sed, " i stay on the second housing lane. you?" and he sed : " oh. i dont stay in this area." argh! hahahahahahah! he was sweet but too, er.... not my type. i'm like,major fussy. and yes! i love to look at the guy's eyes first! hehehe! major turn on~ anyway, i bought another dress! its so retro~