FINALLY! FINALLY!

Finally, my blog is orite again!

its been outta service fer quite some time. i'm not exactly the computer whiz or am i blessed with 25hours a day, so i finally got it right and yeah, all the while i cudnt blog here, i blogged in Wordpress. I cant say that its the best place to blog unless you seriously mean business. they dun allow tagboards and the sparkly things~ so i cudnt beautify my online 'home'.

anyway, the posts i posted in Wordpress was quite personal. must be sumthing to do with the not being able to beautify the blog. i got to reli jot down what happened and say what i want to say... or rather type wat i wanna type! so head on over to www.corruptedcharlotte.wordpress.com to read one very important part of my life - SPM and a bit about my 'pissed off' and 'ramblings' categories.

but here i am once again. the song Micheal Buble - Home is playing in my head. i'm quite content...really. hahah! i've got to say, this blog agrees with me. hahahh!

things on Sunday looked pretty gud. in fact, it was really darn good. it started off with me waking up at 10.30 am and happily sms'ed Yvonne, kacau-ing her about the Nilai College Open Day. hahaha! she was already in the cyber cafe gaming furiously! hahaha! talk about leisure Sundays~

i fell asleep again and sms'ed me "you awake alredi or not!?" hahahah! she reli understands me! *cries in joy* ahahah! i was still lazing around when she sed " ok, my bro and i coming to pick u up now! " whoa~! i just jumped out of bed and ran around in panic, washing up, packing a set of clothes and my makeup then running downstairs to grab a bite. alamaks! no food la.... unless u want me to eat tht white chinese kuihmuih for vegetarians. no thanks~ i'm grabbing outside food. gimme gimee~ i got into Yvonne's car and off we went.

got a parking lot at Centre Point at 1pm and had McD's (hell yeah~!!!!) chatted alot with both of them. hahah! her brother is so farnie! then walked around in search for normal stuff~ had her glasses fixed and i spotted some clothes! ekekek! then we walked over to Asia City fer the college open day. i pratically died at the stair area... four floors up!? as in eight flights up!? o gosh...got up there and saw approx 20 ppl sitting in wait fer proffessional advice. o wells, sat there and had fun talking and checking the brochures. The lady who spoke to us was reli helpful and has this reli nice bracelet! i'm so hunting fer one of those! teeheez!

at three thirty, we got back to CentrePoint and i decided to check out the arcade with the siblings. honestly, i was like the 'sakai' there! hahahah! there were ppl driving initial D motion car games and i was like betting on some of the drivers. hahah! pathetic me.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY aMELIa~!

Cassandra *childhood bestfren* called me then when i was in the arcade. i figured she must b wondering why on earth am i at such a place. heheh! its fun fer a change. so i met up with her and went off in search fer a birthday present fer Amelia *childhood fren*. we were both totally clueless on wad to buy her. Cass thought about something functional whereas i thought of sumthing glittery. hehehe! in the end, we found some really great looking presents from FootPrints. i was actually self-debating : " buy or not to buy fer meself!" okie okie , so we bought sumthing we thought was useful and gurlie~ kekek! i got a teddy bear which kinda hangs on the hp? i have yet to find one fer myself. i'm fussy, get used to it! ate at Kenny Rogers with Cass where we just talked alot. she likes macroni and cheese whereas i ate the fruit salad and a vanilla muffin, Y-U-M. kekeke! i truly enjoyed her company. its different. more relaxed and comedic. hahah! yet quite memorable to look and see a fren whom we've known since we were ten. hahah! we tricked Amelia by calling to tell her we were unable to attend her party at the beach.Amelia had a gud laugh. we all really changed. :)

played games and took a shower. there i lost my contact lens. gah! then i went over to the dining area of the club and saw Sarah and Moses, yet another two frens from long ago. not too close with sarah tho~ hahaha! Moses is quite good with conversation tho, it isnt always conversation. just piles of crap and laughs. hahaha! but still a gud fren nonetheless. had a cake-cream fight. ended running around in laughing fits. i got creamed a couple of times while we gave the birthday a creamy facial~ YamSeng a few times. played a few shots of pool fer the first time *yes sakai experience again!* haha! oh! i had my bag in the locker in the toilet room and i forgot the toilet is locked up at nine. so it was alredi ten thirty pm, so two security guard helped me by climbing up the wall into the top of the ladies bathing stall window and had my bag brought over. i was praising them and thanking them profusely. gave them each ten bucks fer 'rokok' la~ hahahah! i laughed me head off.

truly enjoyed this wonderful Sunday. Chilling to Bandaleros. hoping to study real hard as soon as possible! teeheez!

so my class had to attend a career talk and we were prepared to sleep in the airconditioned surau with the old parrot-like school counsellor screeches .POP comes this reli small and round lady. awww...we smiled and thought O,FUN!

it started out reli bad as she didnt wanna use a mic. fussy woman. anyway, made us sit fer a half an hour Holland test to pinpoint our personalities and to see what careers fit us best.

it turned out reli funny as there was only ONE person who fell into the analytical category! harhar! and MOST OF MY CLASSMATES were in the artistic category (d'oh~), a reli small group of convensional ppl(boo-ring) , seven sosialites ( N-ice), two sexy mechanics (hoots*), and one expertise extrodinaire~( ka^ching )! hahahah! the extrodinaire bit was obviously not part of the word but its pointing at ME! heck, i noe self praise is reli not much of a real praise~cant help it!

so when we were separated into our own designated groups i was alone with Beatrice(analytical) and two sexy mechanics Maydeline(best gurlfren) and Norjaya. such a small lil group yet we were the loudest and noisiest bunch! hahahah! the lady who wanted to be called Kak then proceed to explain all about the Holland test and our personalities.

i cant possibly remember all the details but i am described as a very demanding person, loves to give orders, strong character, money minded, hard outside yet a softie inside and i'm best as a politician, lawyer or hotel manager. i was surprised. accurate. bullzeye!the whole class was goin :" 'tul...'tul...*meanin = true true*" the lady then asked a whole lotta questions like : " are u into business? have u worked? where and how do u like it? "

i felt very small... sitting in front of everyone letting them know my dreams. i feel tht it should be left fer me to dream or fer me to tell only my close buds. exposing my dreams made it seem so plain... its magical effects gone. but now it seems so much more realistic and in reach. can i truly achieve this ambition?

she made us draw a symbol and three words tht represent ourselves. hehe! i wanted to draw a pig then i thot of a devil but both dun seem right either. so i drew an angel with each hand holding a bag of money and a chest of love. and on its halo, honesty.hmm.. the last student,Sakinah explained her symbols and then bawled out the part where her symbol was a hand praying. she prays for a happy family. we all felt so sad, knowing that she lost her mom and her dad married again and she was truly like Cinderella, only worst. never welcomed in her home and her left leg a little shorter than her right, labeled a disabled.

so the career session evolved n students spoke softly about problems and i admit, me n May had bigger family problems yet we rather comfort others than talk.Kak made us understand tht this is the final and last time where we frens are going to be together. theres just no way we're ever goin to be all together like this after form five.we all quickly hugged and kissed cheeks. gosh, all of us ended up crying. i'm really close with all my classmates except for Mel and Nette(names hv been changed). two of them are like... not in my good books la.so i didnt touch them and later, i got an sms from Mel wondering why are we now enemies. i mentally retorted, who sed i'm ur enemy?! i'm just not ur fren! gosh , if u were my enemy, you wudnt even be still WONDERING! just like Nette.tht one is definitely not wondering. she got enuff hell from me. i just couldnt be bothered wit Mel n her attitude.it irritates me. so y make myself feel irritated right? so i just shut off all contact.

now i'm just worried. worried about a very good fren of mine. in fact, the best fren i've got. i hope all goes well as soon as possible. take care n lotsa luv. :)

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