birthday bubble~

i enjoyed my birthday alot...that was...three days ago? on the 28th of March to the exact! hahah!

yvonne was the first to whisper : "sheng re kuai le." to me during NILAM time, before class. followed by Melissa, Maydeline,Ely,Lily and Melody. after the silent half an hour of reading, me and my friends climb six flights of stairs to reach our class .... gruesome routine for form five students with heavy bags! heheh! Izzaida, Hasinah, Ida, Sharifah,Vyanetta,Sakina and the others also wished me and gave me some malay handshake (salam) and as usual, the closers one, hugs! i had a particularly happy day in skewl. having my birthday on a Tuesday was definitely not a bad thing at all. in fact, my fav day is Tuesday. firstly, free period for an hour before the first class which is math. i reli dun mind attending math anymore. in fact i've grown to love it. then the next class is economics,english and then bm. not too bad. then the rest of the afternoon is filled with extra curicular activities.

well, it was quite drama-filled that afternoon. i took my chances by joining Girl Guides after being a scout fer three years and a year of Karate. the meeting that afternoon was filled with tension as the president vented her anger upon us ( senior guides...including me). i think my temper is quite infectious. heehee! back then, the same group would have never retaliate, but i think that changed really quick. Me, being me, cant stand being under the thumb of someone whom i do not feel respectful, got pissed. anyway, to cut the story short. the President gave an order to cut the meeting off when there was more than half an hour left! and the seniors were shocked and asked that she reconsider. but oh well, thinking she was the queen, she refused. so the seniors were mostly embarrassed and angry. the juniors looked at me for confirmation of the sudden dismissal. i was on the verge of yelling at the President, so i nodded. letting the juniours go,saving them from being involved in the catfight. later on, some of them considered pushing me to the position of President. i'd actually love to, but i still want to be in the position of holding the society's cash! hehehe!

that nite, dad and mom brought us to a sushi parlour to celebrate! hahah! it was a really big surprise for me! dad, being away most of the time, came back to celebrate! i was pretty touched and infinitely grateful. so we ate and talked from seven thirty till ten thirty. i was pretty glad we got a nearly private table. but still! dad had people coming up to talk to him, sometimes during a good talk or a private joke. it get annoying. oh well, but i saw one of our family fren! the uncle is a clown but a real sweeite pie. hahah! he wished me a happy burfday n gave me an angpow without me knowing it until it fell off my shoulder! hahah! so he exclaimed tht money came down from the sky! hahah! I WISH!

i've been here for a lil more over than a week. but alas, like the trips before, i couldnt go out much to shop or hang out.

we're finally ready for grandpa's and ma's golden anniversary! the theme is Oriental. hahah! pretty typical for a traditional couple. so i'm going for a purple-ish blue chinese silk blouse, simple black silk pants and oddly, a pair white glittery Mary-Jane shoes! heheheh! i dun think i can match the outfit with a pair of orange high heels rite!?

more than a hundred guests have confirmed their attendence. gosh. tomorrow is going to be a very hectic day. getting all the registration papers, guest log book,souvenirs and the grandchildren *including me have to present all together three songs and a dance. *nervous laughter* i know it sounds so impossible for me to dance a CO-ORDINATED dance! hahahah! i can hardly do that! hahaha!

i just feel odd having to dance co-ordinated along with anyone. i have danced duets,camp fires and in parties but definitely not a co-ordinated hip hop/break dance number!? ok ok...the guys are doing the break dance while three girls are doing hip hop. i feel embarassed doin it. so wad if i am flexible and all. i think its all in the mind. somehow i just don like this kinda dance. hahah! i prefer being the judge and criticise others!

i opened the door to see three of my distant relatives smiling at me. "o bother..." i said to myself. still, i smiled and let them enter. it's twelve ten in the afternoon and i am alredi late for the date with Ben and Wai Xiuan. "grrrr...!"

i endured the comments and laughter which lasted for nearly an hour. AT LAST! they left. not to sound bad, but i hate being late...but somehow, i am always late anyway. grandpa chuckled and off we went.

i was already grumbling when i reached the doorway of MPH. i took a deep breathe and entered. i plopped down beside Ben who was reading some fantasy book while listening to music. i smiled and thought : " this is one very special dodo." hahahah! as usual, i got the comment of him killing me for making him wait fer an hour. *rolls eyes*

he was hungry and i felt naughty,so i tried to prolong the search of a restaurant. the plan kinda backfired though. yeah, i'm too soft hearted i guess. i was pleased to grab a bite at Burger King actually, i hadnt had it for such a long time. i had my fav Swiss Mushroom. i nearly choked when Ben said he hasnt tried the Swiss Mushroom Burger! its so yummy ler!

both of walked on and on to MPH once again to pick Wai Xiuan. an sms from him told us he was at the old wing of One Utama. ....? there still was a MPH in the old wing!?

ben was cursing gleefully, so he sms'ed back telling Wai to meet us at the cinema,which we were not there. it was his way of sweet revenge. i wanted to buy a UFO toy. i know i know. it sounds so childish. but i was thinking, its gonna be so fun pranking others! hehehehe!

we caught up with Wai in a little while. watched "Pink Panther" and it was hilarious! i had such a wonderful time!two thumbs up for that movie!

i bought three pairs of earrings..and Ben called me an impulsive spendthrift! hummph! after meeting with Yun down at the supermarket, we went off to the home centre in Jusco. we took pictures and had fun just crapping around. Ben had ta go pretty soon after. three of us walked ben out. and Wai and me stood outside in the warmth, talking.

we just sat and talked at the Arena food court. Wai has an unusual effect on people. He wants to become a psychiatrist. which i think suits him immensely. both of us talked about problems we see in our friends. others come to us with multiple relationship or private problems, and me ans Wai discuss about it. both of us found that we had whole different way of approaching the problem. then we started talking about the future. where we were going to study and how others inspire us to go on in life. i had to go home for dinner,so i left Wai in Popular.

grooving to : Goodbye to you-Michelle Branch.

here i am! in my safe haven, Kay-L!

so i pretty much feel safe only once or twice a year. hahah! well, maybe its becayse my grandparents give me sufficient privacy without being too spoilt with it, same goes with freedom. they do poke and pry a bit but hey!thats how they show they care right!?

i love my grandparents. and i think i appreciate they're lectures(no kidding) and the multiple examples to follow from. both of them are just very very amazing.

i've done studying for the morning. as i feel darn guilty for skipping two days of classes.i had a very comfortable flight back here, but a rather embarrassing one when giving instructions to a guy who apparently lives in klang and really doesnt know the way to Bangsar. it was in the middle of the night! how do u expect me to know the way!? geez! and bsides! i dun take the kesas highway too much! crazy loon! hahah!

i got back, we had fun chatting and laffing, watched american idol and some mel gibson movie. it was reli reli nice. then i snuggled into a very invitning cozy bed. snnoooozzzeee!

this day

today i feel.....



TIRED.


with the March holidays around the corner, i've decided to catch on my sleep then. and i'll try to have fun at the same time with my family as i am going back for my grandparent's fiftieth anniversary! whoa! i really cant even imagine myself married! and they've been together for half a decade! wahahahah!

i've finally gotten over my obsession over 'the guy'. yeah. its so over. i really needed it to be over anyway. its been too long and tiring. i had nothing to do on Sunday, so i finally brought the subject up from the dusty recesses of my mind. i've not done that before. but i did it. and now my mind is really made up. i've liked this guy for a lil too long to be right. i always thought i had found the one. but he isnt, time to forget him - the pain, misery and humiliation.