longing tranquility

i think i've dug myself a grave. i've flunked...three subjects. gosh...major dissappointment! i've done worse but thats not the point. i reli expected to do a lil better this first term. orite... i've flunked additional mathematics, bahasa melayu and moral. heehee!

i cant believe i got only 49% for moral! just one more point to the passing grade! argh! pure frustration! as for additional mathematics and BM, nothing much to say actually. it was soooo possible for me to flunk it anyway.

back to my biggest problem to date.... money. hahaha! i've thought long and hard about ways to save money. i'm the heaviest user of air-conditioning so i gotta use it sparingly. heehee! no kidding. i just enter the room and "beep", the air-con is on through the late afternoon till dawn. once, not too long ago, sumone accused me of being a spendthrift. well, that might change cuz! i have not gone on a shopping spree for two months! Y-A-Y! of course i've bought a thing or two those two months but i didnt spend much. hohoho! i've been quite 'rajin' or dilligent in cooking these days too! its definitely healthier and less costly than calling for pizza or McD's and curries. *rolls eyes and laughs* i enjoy cooking alot! but not the washing part afterwards. so there! the rest of the money schemes is to sell every book and paper in my room after SPM!!! *insert evil laugh here* its going to be gone! all gone!

it's been a frustrating and stressful five months. horrid. i've not reli been enjoying myself. heehee! not that i have to enjoy it now but i think i can think back and laugh at our hurried antics everyday to complete multiple assignments and projects. i'm always in a hurry in school. running up and down three flights of stairs to hand up assignments, ask questions, pick up books and alert the teachers of upcoming classes and events. hectic and sickening days...i've to tolerate the same thing for another six months. seems so long for it to be all over. but to reli think it over...it's not too long. i cant wait....