these few words = "i'm sorry" is what i wanted to hear. with that three words, everything would be all right. is it really that hard to say sorry to a fren? or at least a good friend!? wad about a best friend?!

maybe its an issue with pride. i'm one of those who cant sorry too easily, cant trust too fast and easily jumps and attacks in a nanosecond. hell! i have a pride issue. but! i do know how to maintain it or try to lower it to a minimum as much as i can. i can bow down when i think i must do so and mutter a apology.

with good frens, its so much more easier. i'm not a person who dwells and lingers over petty problems. i'm more of a person who rather talk it over. reason it out. but whenever i do that, it just back fires.

i'm not giving up on that special person, yet i'm not giving in either. a simple apology is all i ask. i havent spoken to him for days. i know he's in the rough. so am i. he blew up that day on me, called me a freak. thanks alot. i've been the one to give in most of the time. now this once, i wanna know if he can do that for me. just ONCE.