HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped......... after I started doing thesame thing to them at funerals.

.stop the violence.

omg! poor lil kiddo! i reli think that cybergames are getting way outta control. this is wad happen... not reli la.... i got it by word of mouth actually by friends.

teen goes to cyber cafe. plays Dota. play play play VS some other older teens. younger teen won and yells : " YEA! loser!!!!" then got dragged to the emergency staircase, and...poor thing, got beaten up. *sobz*

[.click here to see d video.]

i think those guys are plain idiots. honestly, they should grow up. five against a small boy like dat! geez man, what's wrong with the world today.....

it may have been nearly a month ago. but i finally feel comfy enuff to spill the beans... *sorry bennie boi*

yesterday, after skewl , i played the piano for quite a while and made me recall some memories.... some that i dun reli wanna to keep replaying it in my brain..but it did anyway. then i felt all teary and off i went in search of bennie. i was grumbling...."no such luck la, he's sure to be in tuition" . Lo and behold, he was there. but then...i didnt know how to tell him. i have emotion all bottled so tightly inside... i wanted to tell him. i tried. failed. tried one more time and burst into tears. i went off. and went to have dinner with my family members despite comments on my wet lashes. i came back and tried one more time. but he kept disconnecting and i think he kinda figured i was near explosion.

he called....my phone was on silent so he had to IM me to pick up my hp. i practically crawled to the living room....squeezed thru the front door and sat next to the koi pond and saw.......tea-ger. my ex-dog over at my neighbour's house using his paws to 'angpow' me. begging me over to pet him. sweet...

but i spoke to bennie. he made me realise...guys dun reli use their brains but rather their dicks. i cudnt agree more. i have experience now. i know tht statement is o-so-true. tee hee! not insulting the males. i'm just teasing. i will chill. i will take care. you must quit worrying, u worrying bunker hole. dun u dare forgot those sms'es! i'm holding yer to it! but tht only applies if u've got credit aite? i will not blame meself but i'll definitely blame bothsides now. haahaa! u take care~ i'm seventeen. so are u. i guess most seventeens have raging hormones. so typical. i'm still safe. still a V**G*N. :)

i've always been called impulsive. i know that too. though it happened nearly two months back, i cant stop regretting it. then only did i realise just how impulsive i can be. what i did is wrong but it seemed okay at that moment la. thats wad basically hacking my mind right now.

i wrote an eassay for my second trials entitled : beauty. out of all the choices, simple choices , i had to choose that one right? sighs... the essay probably steered towards aneroxic and the fashion industry. makes me worry alot about getting lower marks for the english paper. yea, i'm the queen of kiasu-ness in english examinations. i'm crowned and i seriously don wanna lose it anytime soon. tee hee.

about the first paragraph. when i reli think throughly, i cant seem to find a friend i can reli talk to face to face right now. yea... i have friends. plenty of them. i have gud friends. a handful. i have best friends. just a sprinkle. yet there are certain degrees of intimacy tht can be shared among best friends. still, the best friend i reli need is across the ocean. i guess we have sumthing that i've nvr had with my other best buds. i guess i do trust him. he proved alot. not that i dun trust the others. maybe in due time. just maybe.

i do blame myself for what happenned. maybe being a youth and an adult altogether stinks. i'll be online a whole lot less now....SPM looming ahead. arounf the riverbend. the corner. wadever.