crash and burn...

its been quite hectic these few days. OMG! wad am i talking abt!? its been hectic since the first day of form five! ... alot of homework and projects to be done and passed up next week! and i think i'm not even twenty percent done! and why am i online!? lets see...cuz i need a bloody break!

the skewl principle must have some heady excitement for sadism.EVERY school holiday, she DEMANDS! that we attend skewl for half a day and then goes on about her 'generosity' of letting us have class for only SIX hours than to the usual TEN hours in school. yeah...rite! thanks alot! *rolls eyes*

oh! the third floor ceiling crashed! haahaa! we were sitting around, just chatting when we heard a LOUD crash and somebody's scream. the loud noise consisted of crumbling cement, tiles shattering and thundering of zink. the whole form ran out to see the second stairway ceiling all over the walkway and some amount of debri on the roof down below on the first floor. YAY! the skewl is falling apart! WOOOT! every evil students dream! *chants : the skewl is falling apart! * muahahahaha!

ok. this is a very ..~sensitive~ subject. does knowledge really give one power? is being a top student all that matters in school? answering both of that questions....answer this :does being the top student mean that we, normal students have to be your friend? follow your lead? support you? and most of all, HELP you in your studies? without any help returned?

being the top student has been and still is my goal in school or in the near future, college and university. through pre-school and primary school, i've happily accepted that me and my friends were the top students. often being described as friendly and helpful, we perceived a mental image of top students being a bunch of nice but still goody-two-shoes people. o well, i guess those were the days huh? the innocent and luvly days when everything were in your grasp if u put your mind to it, in studies and sports.

Now, i found that things change not for the better but for the worst when the top student in the high school i'm currently studying are kiasu, hypocritic, arrogant and down right low bitch who think she's on top of the world. notice, i've mentioned 's-t-u-d-e-n-t' with no 's' at the end...which means i'm centering on ONE person. no..i'm not finding a reason to fight. haahaa! i'm in a gurls skewl aka virgin mall so gurl fight is a norm. she being the top student, never having a problem with any student in studies, was living in her own dream world. i came into this damned school in form three and if i may so myslef, i ruined her dream world that year till now. i think she is reaching her breaking point anytime soon. so am i.

my problem with her? like i said. she is her own world, complete with slave-like students and adoring teachers. this is where i came into that 'perfect world' of hers. i conquered english that year. whoopedo! she was in a fit. why so angry, babe? its JUST one subject la. take a chill pill. Now, i'm still wearing the crown for english, EST, economics and believe it or not....same scores for science. hahaa! i was praying so hard that she would not enter the economic stream but she did.

if she was oh-so-smart, why didnt she enter the science stream? i had to sit beside her for the whole form four year. there was constant bickering and ignoring , pure hell or war of souls. she is the the smartest student...i am stating it! i have nothing againtst that fact! BUT!!!

• dont go commanding me around like i'm one of your slaves.
• dont bother asking me for help when you already know the solution.
• dun think about scolding me as if i'm weaker than you are.
• in fact, you have got the wrong person to be in trouble with.
• you're not a person with original personality! all u do is copy others and paste unto urself! it'll come off anyway! i cant wait to see that day!

not only am i in disageement in the education field, i'm getting sick of her manners and lack of personality or originality. when i was a new student, i was just a normal student with no title and position. she had her way because i had nothing against her yet. lets just say, i had a reputation to maintain as a new student. that was the year when the six of us were gud buds. we talked ,studied and all together but i still held back when it came to her. form four was the year she revealed her true colours. me and Maydeline went out often as we were best gurl friends. she tagged along and soon was asking us a series of questions like, can i see your stuff at home? help me buy clothes? ...the list goes on.

so we did, thinking it as innocent curiosity. the next thing you know, she was asking us to tag along HER! to buy clothes and accessories for HER! and then she turns to me for make up!? and then takes both of us to tell her about fashion and hadphones!? like wad the...?! get a life! she bought accessories and make up that are so similiar to me and May's collections!! *prays for patience*

i hate people like that and often stayed away. i'm not the only one with problems with her. i thank God fervently i'm no longer sitting beside her this year. but she decidedly took her seat with May, who was scared to voice her objection, now sits in total misery. sorry babe, cant save you from that one. haahaa! the class is often agitated by her know-it-all attitude. group work is a pain as she starts off as a follower then if all goes well, she tries to be the leader in the end to take credit. how can a human be so low?!

• she asks help for homework? get an idiot to help u.
• she boasts her intelligence and adoration by teachers and friends.... FRIENDS?! she has no friends anymore.
• it may be cruel...but her so called friend are students like me, withstanding her and just letting her do as she please to stay outta trouble.
• honestly, i'm about to give her a piece of my mind reli soon!