June 30, 2006

turning point...or breaking point?

first teacher mutters at me.... "you're NOT puttin enough effort. ....Charlotte! you can definitely do better than this! you better ask more questions and talk less!"

second teachers acknowledges me..." you should not sit there and talk to your fren , jialerk. sit over there! you have potential to do better.so try harder!"

third teacher comments... " charlotte , thats your name right? nice name."

i'm thinking...." wad a day...please let it end quick!"
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for the last few days, my mood has been really bad but in a way still very approachable. just think me as a volcano, bubbling inside but calm looking outwards. i NEARLY lost my cool just now to a pal who i refuse to speak cuz i just dun feel like wasting my energy on her rhetoric questions and lame comments.... sai hei!

Max is a dolt. you can think you're bloody smart and put the blame on the gurl but you forgot, thats me. sorry if i was cold but i'm not sorry that i dumped you first. i told you a million times, i hate lies! HATE HATE HATE lies... you think some lie based on popularity and material things are gonna impress me? again...u got the wrong gurl. i'm glad ur stripped off that title as boyfren. things were so much better when we were just plain platonic pals. orite? its a take or leave offer. no negotiations.

i cant believe it... just four more months till the big day! = SPM! omg omg omg! how i wish i had a button to make me soooo obsessed in studying! MAKE ME STUDY! ARGHHHHH!

i guess this is the turning point of every high skewl student's life = wad to do/study after spm. i thought about mine for a long time and still i'm at the T-junction. thank gudness i'm not at a cross road! with a simple decision to make for later, i began to think about the funding part. i know my parents are going to struggle like a fish outta water to pay so... maybe i might work until the second intake. i might be late by a few months or probably a year when graduating but i really dun feel like adding on the burden. with some pay, at least i can lighten the load off their shoulders. and yea, i'm trying to get the best results i possibly can to ,if lucky, obtain a scholarship.

hmm.... question is = will i do as i stated? i have no idea. really. haahaa!

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