got there and noticed... gar! i'm not late but was d last to arrive. why are ppl so very punctual?! nvm.. dun answer tht~ i walked down the big hall, occasionally smiling at the familiar faces of my juniors and greeting my old skewlmates... sat down in the front row between my two old classmates and launched into the super talkative/laughing-fit session with the two beside me, and some of them at the second row. all would have been reli wonderful until i saw sumone that i'm like, 101% anti-her! anyway, i chose to ignore her presence and just go on with my social life. but everyone still keeps teasing and pushing my buttons. saying things like : "eh, ur best fren there in wad college?" "ur not going to talk to ur good fren ar?" ... etcetc~ i usually laugh it off but deep down inside, i'm still trying to get over the hatred. why am i so anti-her? okie... u see? i'm good enuff to not reveal her name. but i'm still gonna rant all i want about how i feel.
she is the ULTIMATE copy-cat. okie... tht sounds childish but seriously, wait till u meet her then u'll understand. SUPER two-faced biatch. she can miss haughty one minute and act-cute in the next. SELFISH. in knowledge - she hardly teaches u even tho she's d top student. but at the end of the year, she just teaches others fer the gain of teacher's affections. u noe how? by walking up to the board just when the teacher leaves the classroom and she yaks till the next teacher comes in. praises abound~ gawd... me n the others would just gag n roll eyes.
QUESTION: why cant people just be comfortable in their own skin?
i dun have the answer. but there she was. the first time i saw her in form three. my first day in a new state n a new school. eager to make frens, i was so happy Ely introduced me to the some gurls. lets call the biatch - Tilarie. alright... moving along. she was all cold and hardly produced a smile . offended but i decided she's just shy. months passed and still no responce. i admit, i felt reli good breaking her reign in the english subject. i felt more joy when my other frens broke it too. she was no longer the ALL STAR student. each year, awards are given to those who are the best in a certain subject. starting off, she got the most of it. slowly, she couldnt hold on to it any longer.
in form four , i was forced to sit with the biatch herself! gawd... i cud've died in misery. forced to became friends until the middle of the year, where i just exploded cuz i reli cant stand it anymore.
- her FANTASTIC ability to become someone else is driving me up the wall! i was patient enuff to obligingly answer her neverending questions on makeup n fashion n boys. and wads worse is... she was actually asking me fer my opinions, then she goes all out to disgree and insists that she's right! so wad d EFF did u ask me for!?
- and ohmigawd, the way she talks n the body language at the same time can instantly make my dad throttle her. the chinese phrase is = lin c. her crazy double face attitude can easily make one just drop to their knees and just beg her to "BE ORIGINAL LA , DAMMIT!" one minute, she is being the most helpful angel and the next, "figure it urself."
- seriously, form four year was a HUGE chaotic year fer me. but i thank her - for teaching me to control my temper to even greater heights and learn to say 'no'. remembering that she tried to be cool n she lied to her mom about being in skewl but tried to go hang out with us. she was in a nervous breakdown at the mere thought of being caught. why lie when u can just be honest to ur mom? or just dun go out lar ok? save us the drama.
- and i'll never forget her listening to me n May's talks n just poking in. not forgetting that she also ended up stating she was the fashionable one. i'm not irritated by that, merely AMUSED she dared to say tht.back then, she hardly knew the difference between foundation n concealer. had never gone out with friends just to hang out. never gone shopping wit gurlfrens and hardly knew how to talk to a guy. and she was still wearing childish shirts with pink baby bows and holds a hankerchief all the time.
until nearing the end of the year, we were so tensed to the point we practically threw Tilarie with the class loser- Tsunami. not the real name, d'oh! hahah. they were a fantastic pair. " why didnt we do that earlier?!" both of them got along well with their signature voices- one screechy (Tilarie) n one very low(Tsunami). as one talks nonstop, the other would agree on everything she sed. both of them were attention deprived, thick faced, sweet mouthed, and just plain annoying.
i wudnt say she is rude all the time but sometimes she goes overboard. once, the teacher had to yell at her, she would stand there and wobble on her two feet(basically no-sound-merajuk-ing) GROW UP LA! ; then when she doesnt get what she wants, she ignores everyone WTF!? ; the worst and most recent... not even four days ago! which i think she has outdone herself, she refused to salam with our form five skewlmate who was congratulating her on SPM results. its ok if u gently refuse with a reason but dun go staring at the person like she's got chickenpox on her fingers and walk away without a word! i thought that was too much! i wasnt there or i would have....anyway, so many people told me about it to the point i thot grumbily: "o goody, war~!" .
then to top it off~ this morning Tilarie turned to my fren beside me and said: "oh, i'm in college already. you havent started yet right?" my fren just laughed and sed: " o ya." turned to me and sed : "biadap!"
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