in the midst of a very hectic year, surprisingly, i found quite a few moments that reli do soothe the frayed ends of my days.

• i found the fun of reading books again, to my parent's utmost displeasure. i dun mean text books or reference books, i meant books like...reader's digest, science fiction and chic lit. but that 'fun' didnt last too long... my parents banned me from the state library. PERFECT! how blurdie purrrfect man...
• calls from my good and true friends once in a blue moon or on special occasions. it really warms the heart and it makes life alot brighter...even for a little while. but still, i cherished EVERY call and word.
• the RAREST would be hanging out with frens! this WHOLE year~ i probably hung out less then TEN times! how sad is that?! i can say that i had only two memorable outing... and both in KL~with Ben and Wai..... fun farnie fantastic. *smiles and roll eyes*
• and recently....TIRAMISU! or Lucky! he's a fierce lil teddybear looking miniature dog! heheheh! his the size of my two palms. but sadly, he ain't toilet trained yet....argh!!! i stepped on poo this morning! but he relieves me of stress a little while everyday. sweetie~

today has been a lil nostalgic kinda feeling. class was slow and boring. thought about the gud'o'days. it was great u noe? not much stress or worries, no family or financial problems, no guy problems and definitely no skewl problems!

these days, i dun smile much. there's nothing much to smile about. if i smile, it would be a formal and polite one to the teacher or when forced to with friends and family. haihz... it's like living a lie..but this is not wad i do all the time. i wanna laugh heartily once again. i reli do. but we all dun crap like we do last time. we dun laugh cuz there is hardly time to when buried six feet deep with homework and preparations for monthly tests and exams and the SPM. and even if we're done, exhaustion overtakes. i guess i have to be strong for another four months. just a mere four months seem so far away. football is my happy hour for now. haahaa! i cant believe Brazil lost. the worst lost is Portugal. gosh....how dissappointing....

my sweet.... and yummy(according to Kai n Wai) Tiramisu! i admit : i still dunno wad breed is he... wahahaha!