wad a way to end this rather pleasant Saturday.... i got to know that i have been chosen for National Service.

sighs.... now, the after spm holiday doesnt look good at all! in fact! there isnt a holiday at all! a break of two weeks! thats it! wad d hell!? i really feel like asking the people in charge to participate as a normal youth in this program for three months, just after one month of SPM, and see if they 'enjoy' it or not!

its not that i wanna look at the glass half empty, i can see it half full too! but my point is : must gurls go for NS!?

heck! we have read articles about gurls being molested and raped! and strange illnesses!? deaths!? ohmygosh! its like being sent to deaths' door!