i dun know how to describe the feeling.
it's like agony. anger. disappointment. frustration. sadness.
there was his new post notification in my mail.
now i'm looking at the 'click now' button and how tempted i was.
i deleted the post.
i remembered it like yesterday, how hurt i felt when i last read his blog.
the title of the post was similar to wad i was goin thru. love hate.
why did i have to love sumone i just know in my brain and with common sense that he'll not feel any more love than just great frens?
i love him.
he loves me. as one of his "most precious best friends".
but i love God most. He knows whats best for me. i'll pray to Him for light unto my path.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment