ITS THE LAST DAY OF 2006!

i thought about the start of form five till today. sounds hard? it reli was. as i type, memories free flow in like a serene stream. i'm not like those lucky ppl who are blessed with the ability to have a motion-picture-memory. i remember mine in still pictures. and only the significant ones. i'm always amazed with ppl who remember even the smallest details.

my earliest yet most detailed memory i can muster is all of us(fav gurlies) carrying the new tables to our classes. Maydeline and me have already made an agreement to sit together but alas, a gurl who shall not be named insisted to sit beside May and that was the start of some gurl-fight. sounds childish? maybe i still am. Maydeline, being the one who doesnt want to fight, tried to persuade but the nutcase insisted she already was promised to sit beside May. with a raised eyebrow, i sat between Lily and Ely. and it wasnt too bad. but i still hated that gurl. "wad is her effing prob?!"

then i remember sleeping in class, fishing and being called by teachers! hahah! those were the slumber-ie days. the super hectic ones are those that see all of us writing karangans and copying addmath answers like Canon superscript printers. and teachers giving us the suspicious and humourous looks. i guess they do know all our tricks as they were once students themselves. haha!

and FYI! my class had the highest amount of teachers being changed or transfered. why? i reli dunno.first was our beloved english teacher. we practically look forward to EVERY class she teaches. right after she left, our moral teacher went on her maternity leave fer more than a month! the BM and science teacher then went off for a course. thus leaving us with more than two handful of free time. at first, i remember all of us wooooting in glee, playing and talking nonstop. but after the whole week was over, we kinda noticed that, should we go on like this, we're toast~ so became a LITTLE more disciplined and began to study as well as whisper. just not to disturb the other classes. heheh! so during those whispers with my good gurlfrens, i guess it was reli sweet to noe that i've got these pretty ladies to fall back on. no matter wad.

just a few weeks before SPM, group study seem to have a head on effect on effective understanding on our materials. "why didnt we do this earlier!?" no time fer complains, so we did it as much and as intense as we could. after EVERY SPM paper, we would comment on the paper, hug and have a lil fun before goin home. it repeated till the last day of exams. well, the last day was a lil different. i went up to the invigilator and told them that they were appreciated but there were times were they cudnt stop talking during our papers. so, they apologized and then we gave them a handshake. us gurlies took pictures and talked fer as long as possible.

coming to KL was a great experience thus far. i cant say i totally enjoyed but OVERALL it was enjoyable. wanna noe wad ticked me? if ur a kepochi, try ur luck asking me.

went home and enjoyed a lil of the hols before coming back to KL. i must admit, no where is more comfy and safe than my own home. though it may not be a mansion, its not a hovel. it may not be perfect, but its definitely beautiful. and home is where it is filled with love, trust and ease. that is what i describe home as... KL may not be the place for me. hmmm....

i yearn the more laidback life in Sabah. maybe i'm young in appearance, old at heart. i dun care about the money i earn. all i care is leading the life that is pleasing to God and i know tht would be enuff to please me. why not find that all in Sabah, right? a life pleasing to God can be found anywhere. i can launch my career in Sabah right?

with that said, maybe i know where my future lies. higher education? my choice is Selangor. with the tension in my grandparent's home, i doubt i wanna stay under the their roof. i'll definitely go into the hostel or i'll rent. since i've lived on my ownbefore, i might as well continue doing so. hahah! maybe i'm just not a 'people's person'.

believe it or not, they really think i'm still fifteen. i've travelled alone to more places than they can imagine i could. and they wouldnt be persuaded to let me travel to Johor fer my NS. insisting other family members to drive me down there. u noe wad i feel? embarrassment. uneasy under the stare of the others. as though i'm some clingy child.

eh! i got side tracked eh? hahahah! HAPPY NEW YEAR! CELEBRATE 2007! WOOOOOT!